Wednesday, March 11, 2009

How this could happen....????

Last few weeks, i really really have a nightmare...
I don't want to talk about it with anyone...cz they will have big reaction with that.
That nite, I dreamed about one guy that I hate very very much. (Someone will know who he is.)
Maybe this is the answer from God that I asked Him before.
My plot of my dream is like this:
That night, don't know why that guy and one of my friend is at my room and discuss something together. After we finish discuss it, I had to do all the things and type it into my laptop. And two of them (That stupid guy and my friend-girl) were flirting in my bed. When I knew it, I really really angry because they didn't did their work.
Then, I just ask the girl to stop doing that and did the work with me. "Why should I?" I want to talk with him. I just watched them flirting with each other. Suddenly, the girl asked me why I'm angry? She asked me whether love the guy or not? Before I wanted to answer she just answered me that; "You told me you didn't like him and hate him, right?
I just remain silent for a while. That time, I felt that I really fall in love with that guy liao. Argh!!! That's nonsense dream... I can't believe it. Why? Why? Why?
After my friend answered me, I just saw that guy facing at me. And of course, I leaved the room for both of them. When leaving the room, I can feel that I'm really jealous...
I won't dare to tell anyone about it. From that moment, I can feel that I had a little feeling towards him. But I knew that we won't make it. This is impossible between us. I really should awake from the dream......WAKE UP, JULIE!!!! WAKE UP!!!!