Go...Camp Rock!!!

Today I brought Camp Rock magazine Vol.1 from the Popular Bookstore. I really likes that book very very much. That magazine is published by Disnep which also means belong to Disnep Channel that we recently watch in Astro. Although the price is expensive, but I think is worth. The important thing is I liked it very much. I will buy the Camp Rock Vol.2 next month.
This magazazine contains many things like rockin’ stickers, games, quizzes, posters, and free T-shirt stencil. Mostly, I prefer the poster. When I bought it, I never thought that the poster will be that big. I think just the regular poster that other people collect it like 38 X 52cm. But the poster of the Camp Rock is much bigger than that which is 76 X 104cm. When I opened it, I really surprised. I think I will display it in my room when I go back to Sibu. Although I have many posters at home, I liked to keep it as collection. But I don’t know why this time is very unusual. I can’t imagine why I want to display it. In the other hand, if I display it, how about my parent and sisters reaction? How they will think?
At the moment I want to buy the magazine, I also saw the High School Musical Magazine. I don’t know why I don’t want to buy it. I think the factor is Zac Efron is not the singer in that movie. Before Camp Rock release, I like HSM very much. But now, I think I will watch the movie only lah. I really really disappointed when heard that the song which came out from Zac mouth is not his. After I told all my friends, of course they cannot accept the fact. Because they all like Zac very much. So do I.
Go Camp Rock….Go Rockers…I will waiting for the next volume.

Go out or not?

Its had been quite long that I sms and chat with him. One day, he want to ask me go out and sing karaoke with him. I reject him many times but I think he also mad with me. This is because he tell me that we only go out as friends but not as lovers. But, I oso reject him. I oso dun know why.

Honestly, we had exchange picture before and he changed his hp no because of me. Then, suddenly he rejected by me because of my stuborn and childish thinking. Haiz...Should I go out o not?

But, when I saw him in the picture, I really thought and stated that he is not the one which I m looking for. Because of this, I dun want to hurt him. My friends dun understand why I reacted like this. Maybe I want sth different or maybe my requirements is higher. But I really dun know loh.

I really really think that I need to find a boy which is more mature than me, because I m very childish ah...I really dun care that boy is handsome o not, but he mz fulfill the basic requirements as a man. Then, maybe I will consider like him o not loh...

But, I dun think that that boy (mention jz now) fulfill the requirements loh. I hv sth that bear in mind loh. If really want to dating, we must look seriously the guy I want to. Because I won't let myself hurt again in this kind of relationship.

Wat a busy day...

I have to finish all my works today. Wat a busy day...But its ok and worth it. This is because on Friday i will go back to Sibu. I feel happy because i can visit friends house during Hari Raya. Then I will eat my favourite food like curry, rendang, daging masak hitam, nasi briyani and so on.

Wah....when thinking about food, I become hungry lah. I hvnt eat since this morning. Very hungry lah. Help me....

One thing more, I m really angry with my friend....Eeeeee... Really want to scold and slap him. How dare he said he don't love me. But in here, I dun said love me like girlfriend but like friend bah. I really feel sad. (I will not mention who is he but I think HE will know it himself) I want to let him feel guilty...

But nowadays, we don't sms or chatting anymore. Maybe he angry with me or he got works to do. But i will remember in my memory all abt him because he is the best friend and partner that I hvnt met before. So miss him leh...

爱

我成经说过我爱上一个人。但我不知道那感觉是怎样的。我有问过朋友什么叫‘爱’。他们都说爱可以形容喜欢一个人，关心一个人，等等。当爱让我受苦了一阵子。“问世间情为何物？”
到了现在，我才了解什么是真正的爱。为爱而牺牲的人，为爱付出一切的人才是叫做真正的爱。我到处都会看到爱的出现。爱是多么奇妙的。因为爱可以改变一个人；让世界上多一个人爱你，关心你，爱护你，让你少了一个敌人，变得青春，可爱，美丽，还有最重要的是会变胖。――――》恋爱中的情吕该注意一下咯！
＊＊＊说：要真心去爱一个人很难。对我而言，爱一个人不难如果能找到如意郎君。但爱的太深，怕会被受伤害和背叛。嗨！做人真难噢。
如果我能找到一个会珍惜我的人，我就会好好的抓住他。不会让他跑了。列入，我的朋友叫做＊＊＊。她没有好好抓住和珍惜爱她的人。她现在很后悔可是一切都太迟了。可是到后来她发觉到那个男人跟他现在的女朋友在一起很幸福快乐。她就跑来问我说；放手是不是一种幸福？？我就跟她说我不知道。然后还加了“如果遇到你真的爱的人时，要努力争取和他相处下去，因为当他离开时，一切都来不及了。。。”
其实，爱一个人需要接受对方的优点和缺点。因为如果无法接受，那永远都不能做情人。只要我们真心去爱一个人，那。。。。。。。。（结果就让大家去想吧）

HSM or Camp Rock???

I’m really confused and have some disappointed when I knew Zac Efron was not the real singer who sings in the HSM. When my friends told me about it, my mind is blank and wondering why is it happen? Is that possible? My mind is kept thinking about it. But, I really realized it after I watched the High School Musical Concert. Until now, I still don’t know the name of the singer. But I really impressed him very much lah. Cz his voice is use by other but he don’t care at all.
When I watch the HSM and HSM2, I really liked them very much. Wondering when will release the HSM3. But now is on the way to film it. If make comparison, I prefer HSM and not HSM2. I think that HSM is more attractive and better than HSM2. This is because HSM is already in my mind and can’t be demolished especially their songs: Start with something new, When there was you and me, Bop to the top, What I’ve been looking for, Stick to the status quo, We all in this together and breaking free. Hahaha….











But when I realized that got one movie (Camp Rock) which is show at Disney Channel recently, my mind is always think about it. When I saw the pictures of Jonas Brothers, I really liked them very much especially Joe Jonas. Then, my sister ask me, “Which one you like the most, Zac Efron or Joe Jonas?” I don’t know how should answer her. Dunno how to choose ah….
Joe Jonas is the most popular among their brothers because he is the main singer in Jonas Brothers band. He is really cute, handsome, and incredible. I like his voice very much when he sings with Demi Lovato (This is me). I like the song very much. This song is incredible because it tells all about me. The lyric is sound like this…
'I Always been the kind of girl that hid my face So afraid to tell the world of what I’ve got to say But I have this dream right inside of me I’m gonna let it show It’s time To let you know, to let you know This is real, this is me I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now Gonna let the light, shine on me Now I found, who I am There’s no way to hold it in No more hiding who I wanna be This is me Do you know what it’s like to feel so in the dark To dream about a life where you’re the shining star Even though it’s seems Like it’s to far away I have to believe by myself, it’s the only way This is real, this is me I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now Gonna let the light Shine on me! Now, I found, who I am There’s no way to hold it in No more hiding who I wanna be This is me… (Joe) You’re the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I’m singing I need to find you I’ve got it find you You’re the missing piece I need The song inside of me I need to find you (Both) I’ve got it find you… (Both) This is real, this is me I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now Gonna let the light, shine on me Now, I found, who I am There’s no way to hold it in No more hiding who I wanna be This is me (Joe) You’re the missing piece I need The song inside of me You’re the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I’m singing (Both) Now, I found, who I am There’s no way to hold it in No more hiding who I wanna be This is me…'
He also can play guitar well. If I have a chance, I will learn to play drum so that I can play with them. Maybe everyone will think I’m childish or stupid but if I really got this kind of chance then, I must be….be the happiest and luckiest among all the people of the world. (That’s my own imagination)

I liked the rock songs very much after listen to the songs in the Camp Rock. Wondering when the country will organize the Camp Rock?? If have, I will be the first participant to take part. But I don’t know how to play instrument at all. But, I had been learned guitar for a few weeks. But I feel I can’t continue the lessons again because I felt like my fingers is very pity loh. Cz my fingers are very painful after press the strings. Aduh….

At least I know, I like drum very much if compare with guitar, keyboard, piano and so on. But I really hope I can learn how to play drum. I can’t find the teaching classroom in Sibu. Haiz…That’s make me really sick…

What a bad luck….

6th September 2008, I had joined my friend to ‘berbuka puasa’ together. We ate laksa Sarawak that known as the famous food in Sarawak. Then, I watch movie together with them until 12am. But I haven’t fall asleep yet because the night was still young. After I watch some movie in my laptop, I suddenly feel asleep. When I wake up, the time was 4.30am. I feel uncomfortable because my stomach is not feeling well. I quickly ran to the toilet to vomit. Although the vomit was disgusting, but I feel more comfortable after thrown out all the things I ate that night.

What cause the vomit?? (ASSUME)
1. Fasting without eating food but have some drinks
2. Too many ‘santan’ inside the laksa
3. Gastric

After that, I continued my sweet dreams until 2pm. When I wake up, suddenly I felt wrong with my body because I felt very cold instead of the hot weather. But, when I touched my head, I don’t feel anything. That time I’m very scared because I know I would be fever on that moment. But I continued watching movies with my blanket until my friends ask me to join them to eat dinner.

But, anyone knows that I’m not feeling well today. My friends offered some ‘panadol’ to me, but I rejected her intention by telling her that I hate to eat medicine. But she scolded me because of my rejection and stubborn. She always said that I’m childish and like to think a lot. Then, I ate the panadol. Now, is waiting for the medicine to heal my fever. Hehehe…

Memory Of ‘D’

‘D’
U are the best creature from God to me,
U are the one I love,
And the one I missed.
I really missed u.

‘D’
Y u have to go?
Is that better for u?
Or u don’t want me anymore?
I really missed u.

‘D’
That place mz be beautiful,
Hope u can find ur own happiness,
And don’t feel sorry for me.
I really missed u.

‘D’
I realized u r important to me,
Play and make fun with me,
U look cute and sweet although naughty.
I really missed u.