自信的来源。。。？？？

我心里有一个疑问，自信是从哪里来的？？

每个人都用不同的方法来展现自己的自信。例如：有些人靠化妆，有些人靠装饰品来展现自信。

曾几何时，我听我朋友说我朋友的朋友是靠整形美容来换取自信。整容真的能换取自信？坦白说当他说出那番话时，我还真是有点半信半疑。这么可能呢？不过我慎重的考虑过后，我觉得也有这个可能性。因为每个人的价值观不同。有些人觉得眼睛小就去割双眼皮。他们会觉得割双眼皮后眼睛会变大。这会显然他们对自己有自信因为变漂亮了。（以上不是针对某人）

可是话说回来，心理辅导也是一种能产生自信的方法。这种辅导能鼓励那些没自信的人产生自信。心理辅导后，他们会知道他们自己的需要与要求。他们会往着这目标前进。这样一来他们慢慢就会产生自信。因为他们已经有了目标。

大家认为呢？？请投票（想知道大家的看法罢了）。。。谢谢。

怎么会这样

怎么会这样？？？地球还是绕着太阳转，月亮也绕着地球转啊，可是人生也因此跟着转变。我只知道女大18变却不知男大也会18变。我怎么会这样说呢？嗨，这故事要从以前讲起。。。

话说当年，xxx是我们班上最帅的男生。他的学业也很好哦。他是我们班上所有女生的梦中情人。他的女人缘非常好。所有女生都要当他的朋友（在我们班上罢了）。因为我们班是学校里独一无二的马来班---》没读华语的。他不管做什么都那么帅。为什么女生都认为他帅呢？

1.不耍酷
2.很好相处
3.皮肤好---白白的皮肤
4.浓浓的眉毛
5.身材好---瘦的好看
6.不自夸

以上6个条件都是他的好处。还有很多很多只是我不知道罢了。没办法因为我们还小，才小学生罢了。没考虑那么多。O(∩_∩)O 哈哈~

自从小学毕业后，我根本没跟那班同学联络了。不久前，在facebook遇见几位同学。而且还遇到那个帅哥哦。心里还蛮开心的。在MSN也有很多话聊。聊了几个星期，终于看到他的照片。OMG!!!!! 我真后悔为什么当初要跟他拿照片。我宁愿不要看他的照片。因为我接受不了这事实。他变好多哦。

现在的他已经不能达到3号与5号了（以上6个条件）。你们也能猜得到吧。我猜因为工作的关系他变黑了。因为谈恋爱的关系他变胖了。（我的猜测）。

真搞不懂，有些人会变而有些人就不会变。你们认为呢？

爱上了他？？？

可以说我的朋友都不知道我爱上了谁。。。因为我都没跟他们说。我真的不想在有那种感觉。那种感觉真的很不好受。明明喜欢他，可是又不能说出来。只能埋在心里面。永远都没有人可以知道这事实。我很想把它说出来，可是不敢。可以说我没有勇气那么做。

只从我知道他有了爱人，那感觉就不在出现了。不知如何形容。我的人生也变得轻松多了。

老人在家

这星期我外婆来我家住。心里有点高兴，有点不高兴。高兴的是我可以见到外婆因为很久没见到他了。外孙女与外婆见面当然有快乐的感觉。只不过如果他讲起很久很久以前的事，而且还不会发生的事我就觉得很烦。这就是让我很不高兴的事情。通常会讲到我父母亲的事。而且还是讲他们的坏话。我只会用 ‘喔’ 来答复他。有些话我都不想听了因为他讲了几百遍。听都听腻了。对于他讲的那番话，有的我都会背了。只是不要在他面前讲吧了。毕竟他是长辈，还是我的亲人呢。对于那番话，有些我有透露给我妈妈听。有些我只好把它们从我脑海里删除掉。毕竟这是最好地方法。

hanging at home

After come back from KL, my life still go on by hanging at home. If thinking abt this, i will "bo xin" cz still jobless...haiz....

My mum suggest me to continue my study again but i have to rethink abt it...cz i have a lot of arguments abt it...Firstly, if i finish my master, then who want to hire me? (the education background is higher than other people)...then secondly, is the financial (but mostly will have loan)...that's mean the financial problem can be demolish...Lastly, how am i gonna to pay back the money? (the debt will be increase if i continue study...)

Jobless!!!!!!!

Actually i m lazy to drop sth in my blog. Sometimes, my brain will appear many kinds of facts and story that i never know before. But today, i realized that except writing in the blog, i cant told other ppl what i am thinking. Just now, one of my best friend told me that his company want to hired ppl, and ask me to get the job. Although i am very interested but i know that my parent might be disagree with me. Even though my sisiter also dont agree with it. I really dont know what am i suppose to so now.

These two months, i just wasted my time by watching tv, and explore facebook. Thats will not make sense if compare to the degree holders like me (jobless). Argh, what am i going to do?

In August, I will be attend my graduation ceremony. After the graduation, i think i will have a trip to KL (but hvnt book the ticket yet). Maybe after the trip, i will seriously look for a job...(thats my opinion)...

How this could happen....????

Last few weeks, i really really have a nightmare...
I don't want to talk about it with anyone...cz they will have big reaction with that.
That nite, I dreamed about one guy that I hate very very much. (Someone will know who he is.)
Maybe this is the answer from God that I asked Him before.
My plot of my dream is like this:
That night, don't know why that guy and one of my friend is at my room and discuss something together. After we finish discuss it, I had to do all the things and type it into my laptop. And two of them (That stupid guy and my friend-girl) were flirting in my bed. When I knew it, I really really angry because they didn't did their work.
Then, I just ask the girl to stop doing that and did the work with me. "Why should I?" I want to talk with him. I just watched them flirting with each other. Suddenly, the girl asked me why I'm angry? She asked me whether love the guy or not? Before I wanted to answer she just answered me that; "You told me you didn't like him and hate him, right?
I just remain silent for a while. That time, I felt that I really fall in love with that guy liao. Argh!!! That's nonsense dream... I can't believe it. Why? Why? Why?
After my friend answered me, I just saw that guy facing at me. And of course, I leaved the room for both of them. When leaving the room, I can feel that I'm really jealous...
I won't dare to tell anyone about it. From that moment, I can feel that I had a little feeling towards him. But I knew that we won't make it. This is impossible between us. I really should awake from the dream......WAKE UP, JULIE!!!! WAKE UP!!!!